The day is getting near–I shouldn’t be worried but I am. I’m not the same person that I used to be, but they don’t know that. I used to be just like them; am I the only one that has changed? They might look at me and think that I feel “above them” and I don’t belong. They would be partially correct. I no longer belong to this group of old friends. We used to have a blast but I no longer do those things. I have no business meeting them in these surroundings. Maybe I will call them and say that I am sick; NO, I can’t do that. This whole situation is a TEST and if I lie, I’ve already failed. Maybe I should go, maybe someone else wants to change too. Maybe I can help them. You never know who God is going to put on your path. Maybe this party is an opportunity and He wants to use me. I trust You–I’m going!